I just don’t care anymore. I have lost the ability to focus.
A pollen count of 10.5 is more than enough to affect people who don’t have pollen allergies.
I am still alive, and struggling to get paid work done. The only thing keeping me trying to work is my innate stubbornness.
Healthy people have no idea how difficult it is to keep working when you have been really sick for 50 days in a row.
This 50 day mark reminds me, once again, that I am unemployable and will never again be able to hold a “regular job”. I don’t know how I would have survive if I hadn’t fallen into freelancing. There is no employer in the United States that would allow me to take 50 sick days in a row.